eat, sleep, run, restrict, repeat

TW: involves eating disorders. this is the first part to a multi-part journal entry reflecting on my eating disorder at the end of the day, aren't we all delta (t)'s? changes over time? this year marks 10 years since my eating disorder-- and i'm proud to say i think i have finally overcome it. how … Continue reading eat, sleep, run, restrict, repeat

on waking up at 6 AM

When I told you I woke up at 6 AM, here's the thing: The clock strikes 2:00 and -- oh jeez, did I just say, "the clock strikes" scratch that, start over. I've got ten tabs open in Google Chrome and as I glance to my right, I see the time: 2:02 AM. Not again, … Continue reading on waking up at 6 AM

Megan’s West to Midwest Road Trip: Day One. Camarillo, CA to St. George, UT

Day One: 433 miles Start: Camarillo, Ca End: St. George, Ut I woke up just before 7:00 am PST without an alarm. Actually — I take that back. I woke up at 4:00 am so anxious to get on the road, but fell back asleep knowing it was in my best interest to rest before … Continue reading Megan’s West to Midwest Road Trip: Day One. Camarillo, CA to St. George, UT

Asking for a friend: how do I start practicing greater self-respect?

What is self-respect? To me, self-respect is knowing what is best for yourself and acting on it despite what others' might feel or think about your actions. Right now, I don't have self-respect, and I'm not sure why or how I have lost it over the past couple of years. I used to be able … Continue reading Asking for a friend: how do I start practicing greater self-respect?